Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same.
I hide my tears when i say your name,
But the pain in my heart is still the same,
Although I smile and seem carefree,
There is no one who misses you more than me !~
Duhh...woke up early in the morning...this is the first time I found that my room was sooo empty since my roommate had shifted out yesterday...so lonely...=.= , although she was just shifted to the ground floor..haha...
Tomorrow , my deadline...my exam is going to start (some of them already finished their exam for ages)...but I'm still very lazy to focus on my notes...keep facebook-ing and msn chatting....cannot!!!!
Focus on my studies...!!
I will be going back to KL after I finished my exam...please wait for me...I want to go back...or else you all can come Kampar to find me since both of you were so free right now...hahaaa...
Nothing to post actually...alright,is time to continue my work.... bye bye ! =.=
Removed away all the worries...
Replace "emo" to " Happy"...
No more emo again , I had promised to myself..
Don't think too much.... I will try...
Nothing is important than my future...
And no one will know what I will going to do right now.
Hahhh... well, once decided, and never turn back....
Follow my way....continue my steps...
Yeah....I know where should I go on the T-junction finally.
But is time to sleep now,
Although it's already nearly 7o'clock morning...
I should go to sleep now...I think...
But I couldn't sleep well....or actually I'm still not sleepy yet....
I dunno why....
maybe there are something wrong comes to my mind...
And what is the next steps for me?
I'm seriously lose my direction recently...
I done all the research and I found that I can chose my future by myself....
Stay back ? or just go ahead?
Yea I did asked a lot of people's comment and their feedback is just the same words..
Leave!!...of course some of them asked me to stay back too...
But the final decision is still depends on me....how?
Or maybe there are certain reason and it makes me consider for so long...
I missed it...and I lose it...I don't know what should I do...
I'm like struggling all the time....
Or maybe I shouldn't think about that anymore....
or else I will be crazy someday...
Make your own decision and don't turn back ,
This should be a good choice for me, I think...
at least I no need to think about it again..
Christmas coming soon...
I think it will be a lonely Christmas for me again...
But never mind...I already get used to it.
Just leave it aside...I think I will be fine.
No one can read my mind...
No one will understand me...
No one can help me...
No one can lend me a warm shoulder...
Friendship no longer friendship...
I also dunno what happen actually...
Maybe this's the only way for me...
Leave me away and cause me to be independent...
Settle everything without rely on anyone...
So...leave away from me?
Is it better for you....I think so....hahaaaa...
Alright...is time to stop my emo post...
My blog is getting more and more emo...
I think it will become a emo blog someday...
HAHAHAHAHAA.....
Good night....to everyone...
Went to Mid-valley "Esquire Kitchen" just now with the beloved parents and the handsome brother..another family time again....I love it so much....since we didn't come out together for quite sometimes due to some reason and we can't even spend time on it...and now, here it goes.
If you want to enjoy your meal at "Esquire Kitchen"...there will be several foods that you shouldn't miss it out...because it's the specialist for this restaurant and it cause them famous.
So of course, we ordered.
"锅贴", so called "guo tip" in Cantonese...this's the most famous food here,according to my mum.
"四季豆"
"东坡肉",you can't miss it out although the meat is totally fat!!
"莲藕汤",tasty ~
We played with our handphone while we are waiting for the foods, sound childish right?but we enjoyed..the moment we spent is totally make my life wonderful...I feel so glad to have a happy family like now...although it might be some argument occurred when something come to difficult ...however, what they did is actually for our own good..right?
Princess and angel xp
Silly me and the handsome. =)
sister and brother,look alike?
After satisfied our tummy, we went to Istan and it makes my shopping mode "ON"...but I can't buy anything because "No more shopping...no more clothes and dress...no more!!" ~ Promised to my mum since the day she brought two new shirt for me...arghhh...*regret* ...
So,window shopping finally...and tried a dress which cost RM160...it will be mine someday,I wished.
does it look nice?
We leaved around 9something and headed to KL Sentral because I wanted to buy KTM ticket for going back Kampar next week,but the counter already closed up when the time we arrived...*sigh*,gain nothing back again.
I went to Education fair yesterday,yea it was held at PWTC and there were so damn a lot people...you can saw it from the photo above...and me,I'm like a special case for all of the university because I'm not a student who just graduated from secondary school,I'm just thinking to change uni.LOL..
So,I went in with a pair of empty hands but come out with 2 big bags which was existing a lot of information for my future...I do research and finally I forced to give up my dream to Australia next year because of my financial problem...and now I'm thinking for the twinning programme...I have certain choice , KDU , Legenda and Sunway university...those university will link to UK , Australia or even Switzland if you plan not to stay here.
What I have to do now is work hard on my final exam and wait for the result come out...then everything will be solve...Decision making...I hate to make decision because it make me dull...what I should chose and what i shouldn't to give up?If you were me, which option will you chose? I can stay at Kampar and just continue my further studies...I have a lot of friends here and I really don't want to miss anything...on the other hand...I also can continue my studies at KL and I will be going overseas on my final year or next year...however, I have to restart anything again...means that I have to be alone again ...which one? the first or the second? I really don't know...future?friends?or even...?
Maybe I should be selfish...because future is very important for me now...but you're just like blocked my way and make me stuck in the middle...why?why I will know you? and why will you influence me a lot? I really dunno...or else I should give up everything and just follow my way...who can help me?
Dun drink so much alcohol again,
You're not suitable for this,
And I guess there're certain reason for you to cause this happen,
Maybe yes or maybe no,
However,dun drink it often,
And don't SMOKE,
Not good for health~
I don't want to meet a stranger when you come back =)
